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10/18/09--13:46: An Autumn Drive (chan 2079393)

This is route 117 going through Clinton, MA.









10/18/09--13:49: A Storm Rolls In (chan 2079393)

York Beach (Long Sands) during a storm.









10/18/09--13:52: Pow-wow (chan 2079393)

Native American in authentic clothing at the Harvest Fest Pow-wow.









10/18/09--13:54: The Light at Nubble Light (chan 2079393)

Nubble Light during the storm - caught it with the light on!









01/25/10--14:07: My Little Luv (chan 2079393)

My beautiful Tinkerbell aka My Little Luv









01/25/10--14:09: My Littlest Luv (chan 2079393)

Kira aka My Littlest Luv (even though she's bigger than Tink)









03/20/10--21:15: I'll take an F for the Square (chan 2079393)




So, I broke my phone yesterday :( I had the alarm set to on and the phone vibrated into a glass of water - I SWEAR I have no luck at all. So I bought a really cheap pre-paid phone and put my SIM card into that. Please don't expect me on here often for a while. Not sure if my computer works :( And it's going to take me a little while to get my phone back :( It was not insured for water damage :( Right now I am using a friends lap top. I am moving out of my apartment before the 28th. Then I don't know what. I'll figure it out - I've got friends and family that I can count on. "Every little thing's gonna be all right" to quote the late Bob Marle


03/23/10--13:32: Yay for Updates! (chan 2079393)




I guess my ex is with someone else all ready. That was quick! I don't know if he cheated on me or what, but that was REALLY fast. When we talk now it's like there never was anything between us. It's creepy almost. Anyway, I'm staying at a friends house tonight - hence the internet access. Hopefully moving everything out tomorrow - we'll see. I hope we do - it's getting WAY to close to the deadline for me to feel comfortable right now. That's it I guess - I really hope it doesn't rain tomorrow, but it probably will - then you'll see me REALLY start to panick (I had hoped to be out of the apartment today, but it's raining). If you're a person w


04/02/10--20:27: Ashland, MA (chan 2079393)




In case you are wondering, for the time being I am staying with friends in Ashland, MA (NEVER even heard of an Ashland, MA but it exists). I'm pretty sure that Ashland is on the map because I get good cellular signal here. All I know is that I'm about 40 minutes from Worcester....bummer, but whatever - I'll figure something out.

Looks like I will more than likely be becoming a veggie head again. My friend Alicia is a vegetarian and her room mate Kelly is a Vegan. I wouldn't mind being a veggie head again because I felt healthier when I was one. I think it's the red meat and pork that really get ya.

Anyway, I got a new battery for my n


05/08/10--16:16: Giddy Up, Pa (chan 2079393)

A snow chamilin dad and son. I like coloring dapples.Unnamed characters. Raph1966 drew the lines, I colored it.She wants me to have it. It was not in her gallery.Any questions, ask Raph1966.Chamil...









05/08/10--16:28: Lisa Frank Style Teardrop (chan 2079393)

Chris drew this for me....I had fun coloring it. I love dapples. This was in Raph1966's gallery but she gave it to me. She drew it, I colored it with Prismacolor pencils. I love Tear Drop...daughte...









05/08/10--16:48: Early Mirage and Family (chan 2079393)

This looks greasy and folded...this was scanned as it came out of my notebook portfolio. The thing is like 4-5 inches thick now, no lie. Almost all of it Chris Earle's drawings for me to color. Sh...









05/08/10--17:15: Flight Of Fancy, Becky style (chan 2079393)

Chris drew this, I colored it. It was in Raph1966's gallery but she gave this to me to put in my gallery now that I have one. She's cool. Chamilins were created by Chris Earle *Raph1966









07/13/10--01:36: Douglas, Ma (chan 2079393)




Hey all! I moved....AGAIN! I am currently in Douglas, MA staying at a friend's house by the lake. We are sooooo secluded! We are by a lake, yes, but we are also in the middle of the woods in the middle of nowhere! It's really nice here, but I wish I wasn't staying here. My friend that I'm staying with is a guy and he wants to be more than friends. This is just a bad situation all around. I still don't have my cats - I'm going out of my tree here! My plan is to save up money so my BFF and I can get an apartment together (I'm thinking it will take 2 - 3 more months cuz this month NOTHING got saved :( I don't care what anyone else says - moving


07/24/10--00:13: I've Got a Problem.... (chan 2079393)




I had a very weird experience today (Friday, July 23rd). I blacked out for a good part of the day. I don't remember even waking up, but I finally came out of it when my friend got home from work (I think it was around 9pm). I was sleeping in my bed when he found me. He was very concerned because my ex sent him a text telling him what was happening.

I had sent a bunch of texts to my ex-boyfriend calling myself Jack. I have no idea who Jack is! I'm so confused, and to make matters worse, my ex goes blabbing to my family and friends who wouldn't be able to help me anyway....all he did tonight was make people feel helpless and concerned!

A


10/27/10--18:16: I Should Be Dead (chan 2079393)




If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]

I have...
[x] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the same


10/27/10--18:37: Maine Was Fun....Now It's Done..... (chan 2079393)




I've been up in York with one of my bestest of friends, Ralph1966 since the 6th of this month (October). We've had a lot of fun and done a lot of stuff! Harvestfest was great and the Pow-wow was freaking AWESOME!!!! I kinda liked it better when we had the house to ourselves....her mom hasn't been in the best mood since she came home....I hate it when the head of the house is in a shit mood and makes everyone else under the roof feel the same way. I won't dwell on the bad though because I mostly had a good time up here! Got to see my Ralph1966's uncle who I call Uncle D! He's cool, but in small doses - he can get annoying after a while.
My bf


10/27/10--18:50: Baby Corgi (chan 2079393)

This little pup was at the Marketfest this year held in York Village in Maine....I LOVE Corgi's so getting a picture of this little pup made my day! Just look at those eyes - steals my heart!









10/27/10--18:53: Fall in the Cemetary (chan 2079393)

This is one of the cemetaries in York Village, ME









10/27/10--18:56: Dragons That Fly (chan 2079393)

Since I love all types of dragonflies I had to put this pic in my gallery...the leaves aren't that pretty, but that wasn't what I was really trying to capture.









11/04/10--17:42: Where Are You? (chan 2079393)

My friend Raph1966 drew this up when I did another disappearing act. It's a picture of Fantasy . Fantasy is my Chamilin character, but Chamilins is copy-written by Christine Earle a.k.a. Raph1966 =...









11/04/10--17:55: The Comfort of a Best Friend (chan 2079393)

This is a picture that Raph1966 drew up for me because I've been going through some real bad times (aren't we all). This is her hugging my alter ego Fantasy. Fantasy is one of my Chamilin character...









11/04/10--18:30: "Home Sweet Home".......... (chan 2079393)




Yep - I'm home. Everything was as I expected it to be. The house was in shambles. NOTHING had been cleaned....I asked Ryan what he had done since I left and his response was "I cleaned stuff"........there were dirty dishes - not that many - but there was dishes in the sink that looked like they had been sitting since I left. NOTHING was clean. We still have fruit flies which Ryan said left once I was gone and came back as soon as I got home....that's because I started cleaning and stirring things up.

Ya know, I was really gonna try and make things work between Ryan and I (after all - he made one of my life-long dreams come true!), but he's


11/08/10--14:22: Dawn (chan 2079393)

Dawn at the lake









11/08/10--14:24: Watching the Sun Rise (chan 2079393)

Just felt like watching the sun rise.....









11/08/10--14:26: More Dawn (chan 2079393)

Just sitting on the dock taking pics.









11/08/10--14:29: Sun's Comin Up (chan 2079393)

Sun's just breaking the surface.









11/08/10--14:30: I Love a Good Sunrise (chan 2079393)

So beautiful!









11/08/10--14:32: Sunrise (chan 2079393)

Sunrise!!!









11/08/10--14:34: The Sun is Awake (chan 2079393)

Soooo glad I stayed to watch the sun rise......then I had to go to bed....lol









11/09/10--00:47: What Do You Think I Should Ask Santa For X-Mas? (chan 2079393)




I feel  bad, but I may not spend X-Mas with my sister Mindy and her family this year (I'm struggling REALLY bad right now). Now I'm caught on wanting the Cataclysm Expansion for World of Warcraft and a game card to play, or just ask to get gifts for my family - especially the kids! I don't know what to do....the noble thing would be to ask for stuff for my family. I'd just like to play the new expansion to WoW pretty bad (I've been dying for the expansion to come out!!!!!!), and there's a couple tattoos I want to get, so I'm all sorta mixed up......


11/12/10--16:44: The Last Flower (chan 2079393)

Was outside raking and saw this one last flower in our yard....decided to live it be and take pictures of instead!









11/12/10--16:46: Our Back Yard (chan 2079393)

We pretty much live on a ledge - this is behind our house taken from the side because you can't really get directly in back of the house......









11/12/10--16:50: Made of Stone (chan 2079393)

Yep - we live on ledge.....welcome to New England!!!









11/20/10--20:51: Some More Sun Rise (chan 2079393)

Saturday, November 19th, 2010 Sun Rise









11/20/10--21:03: Some More Sun Rise 1 (chan 2079393)

Saturday, November 19th 2010 Sun Rise.









11/20/10--21:04: Some More Sun Rise 2 (chan 2079393)

Saturday, November 19th 2010 Sun Rise.









11/20/10--21:06: Some More Sun Rise 3 (chan 2079393)

Saturday, November 19th 2010 Sun Rise.









01/05/11--16:37: So Much Pain (chan 2079393)




I don't really feel the safest right now. I went to the ER Tuesday night because I am in the most pain I've ever been in my life. I basically waited 4 hours to be seen for two seconds. The doctor had me take Tylenol and sent me home.....WTF!!! I went to my doctor's today and once again - nothing. He offered me a bunch of different pain killers, but, unfortunetly at this point I NEED a narcotic! For God's sake, I don't want to be in pain anymore! I have an MRI schedualed for tomorrow morning, but I'm freakig out emotionally. I really actually had it in my head, after I left the doctor's office, to do myself in....I just feel pathetic. I can't


01/09/11--18:10: I Need a Playmate..... (chan 2079393)




I just upgraded my WoW account to Cataclysm and I don't have anyone to play with because I use to just play with my ex. So, if there's anyone else out there that is really into WoW let me know please!!!!!


01/15/11--08:22: My Heart Is Breaking (chan 2079393)




Well, the truth is that I'm not over my ex yet. :tears: I want to be over him, but I love him sooooo much still - even after all the crap that happened. I just miss him and I want to be with him, but I know that he is poisonous for me as well as addictive. I don't know what to do. He found himself a new girlfriend, and for some reason that really hurts. :depressed:
I really need to move forward in my life and not look back. He did some really great things for me, but he also lied and decieved me BIG time.....why don't I just drop the love I have for him and move on? It's been about six months since we broke up, but I really miss him. :tears


01/18/11--16:13: Things May Be Looking Up! (chan 2079393)




Yesterday morning I woke up with bad back pain in my low back and shoulder blades....again, so I took my morning meds and went back to sleep. When I woke up I started having REALLY bad chest pain - it really scared me because it hurt to breath. I called my mom and she said to go to the ER (there's a lot of heart problems on my mom's side of the family). They took me in right away and ran an EKG and took chest x-rays. They didn't find anything major, so they associated my chest pain with the muscles in my shoulders being so tight. It didn't help that I was hyper-ventilating; it took me a while to calm down my breathing because I was in soooo m


02/17/11--07:50: Neurosurgeon Appointment (chan 2079393)




So, yesterday I saw a neurosurgeon about my back. We took a look at the actual MRI's on the computer - she didn't need to explain the pics to me because I've had this problem so long I knew what I was looking at, plus I worked for a chiropractor for so long.
The L4 - L5 disc in my back is still degenerative, but there is a herniation in the disc as well. The doctor I saw was so awesome - she agreed with everything I said for treatment! She was really nice! I'm gonna get a shot in my disc that should subside the pain and allow me to do physical therapy.
ALL the other doctors were saying I NEED surgery, but this doctor wants to use that as


02/19/11--18:12: I'm Sooooo Sick (chan 2079393)




Yep, like the title says, I am sick as a dog. Got a runny/stuffy nose, harsh cough, chest and back REALLY hurt from all the coughing, and I'm NOT getting proper sleep at all. WTH? Stupid stupids! I know that no one likes being sick, but man, this is the last thing I need right now. Stupid cooties! I NEED a new primary care doctor asap so I can get some antibiotics. I guess I'm gonna go to the Super Wal-Mart to get some stuff to relieve some of my symptoms......I shall keep ya updated!


02/24/11--05:59: OMG - I NEED to eat at Green Leaves (chan 2079393)




I had dreams ALL night long about eating Chinese food at Green Leaves! I'm a veggie head, but Man, at this point, I would gladly indulge in their chicken dishes! Do NOT tell anyone I just said that! I am soooo craving Green Leaves food!!! Damn you Chris for introducing me to their yummy and oh so delicious food....now I've been pampered and NOTHING else will do!!!! I'm going to have a freak out if I don't get some Green Leaves TODAY!!! I NEED it!!!! I mean it - I NEED it!!!!! Jk Chris - I love you!!!


02/26/11--15:23: Pretty Daisy (chan 2079393)

A pic I took of a daisy from the last time I was in York, ME. Daisies are my favorite!









02/26/11--15:25: Booger Face (chan 2079393)

Here's my friend's cat, Maulie - she is sooooo cute!!!









03/11/11--14:26: I REALLY need your help!!!! (chan 2079393)




I know that everyone is going through tough times right now, but I'm reaching out to my friends on DA for help!

I NEED some money or else I'm going to be homeless again. To put it bluntly, I REALLY need $2,000.00 asap to stay where I am.
I just thought that if everyone on here could come together and help me out just once I'd really appreciate it and I WILL pay you back anything you are able to give - it may need to be in installments.

I just don't want to have to give up my cats and have no place to go again - shelters are REALLY scary out here, plus I don't want to lose ALL my stuff (I don't care about losing some of my stuff, but


03/20/11--13:33: Yep..... (chan 2079393)




I want to start by thanking everyone for their kind words of encouragement and for everyone's donations!

Last night (must have been around 6ish) I was walking to the kitchen from the living room and just as I passed by my staircase to the loft my hip gave out and I smacked my head right on the edge of the stairs. I saw stars and then I blacked out. When I came to I had the worst headache and then I had to put my hip back in the socket.....OMG it hurt so bad, but I was the only one home so I had no choice but to do it myself. I know you're not suppose to go to sleep after hitting your head, but I was in a lot of pain and I was very dizzy a


03/21/11--14:09: PLEASE HELP!!!! (chan 2079393)




PLEASE HELP ME!!!!

I just got a call from my storage locker company and they told me that I have to come up with $509.00 before this Thursday at noon or they are gonna auction my stuff (the auction date is this Thursday at 12:30pm)!!! I'm a few months behind, so I can understand their policy but they won't take partial payments - they need all the money up front (last month I had $400.00 to give them and they told me the balance was $425.00 so they didn't take my money). Excuse me please for saying this, but ASSHOLES!!!!! I tried explaining that I'm handicapped and money has been REALLY tight. I'm freaking out!!!!! There is a link to a Chi


03/30/11--10:50: I'm In Love!!!! (chan 2079393)




OR, it could be that I'm just enamored with Russell Brand.....he has captured my interest! I love his talent, look and his accent! I'm sad that he's married.....the good ones are always taken. All I can do is think of him and what it must be like to know him! I wish I could get the chance to meet him.....maybe some day I will at one of his book signings or something.
I wish I was an actress - they can get any man they want. It sucks being among the "ordinary public" who never get noticed. I would give anything to spend even a few minutes with him.
His voice is sooo incredible! I could listen to that voice all day, every day!
I've always


06/06/11--10:32: Finally Back! (chan 2079393)




Hihi!

Sorry it's been so long since I was last on here. We lost the internet at my old apartment.

Kind of a lot has happened since I was last on here! I moved out of Douglas and back into Worcester. Very happy with the new place so far ~ really nice house in a quiet neighborhood! This is by far THE best area of Worcester I have EVER lived in! Oh yeah - the best part is that my bf and I have this whole house to ourselves and we're getting it dirt cheap!!! FINALLY the light has burst through the clouds and things are looking up!!!!! For ALL of you that have been my friends and my support on here through all the bad times THANK YOU SOOOO M


06/27/11--08:44: Greenery (chan 2079393)

Took some pics of my friend's yard with my Kodak digital camera - his yard is great for pics!









06/27/11--08:47: Fungi (chan 2079393)

Not sure of what type of mushroom this is, but I thought it was pretty!









06/27/11--08:50: Scenery (chan 2079393)

Another photo taken at my friend's house in Leicester.









06/27/11--08:53: Stairs (chan 2079393)

Love my friends yard - took so many pics at his place!









06/27/11--08:57: To the Dock (chan 2079393)

My friends dock in Leicester, MA. Taken with my Kodak digital camera.









06/27/11--09:48: Dead Tree on the Lake (chan 2079393)

Took this shot while boating on Lake Manchuag in Douglas, MA with my Kodak digital camera.









08/07/11--01:29: Tink is missing ='( (chan 2079393)




Tink didn't come home last night when I called the girls in. I usually have them in by 6pm because I don't want them out when it starts to get dark. We live in an area that has a lot of different wild animals, some that will prey on cats. I hope to God that isn't what happened to Tink! She's old, but she's alert. I don't know what to do! What will I do without my Tink?! We've been together for 13 years - what if I don't find her??! She has a collar on with a name tag that has my info, but that won't help me if some predator got her. All I can do is pray that she comes back. I hope she does, but I won't get my hopes up - I've lost one cat befo


11/14/11--23:21: I Miss DA!!!! (chan 2079393)




For months now I've been without internet. I miss being on here sooo much! I hope everyone is well and doing fine! I don't know when the next time will be that I get a chance to come back on here :( I have sooooo many new artworks to post! Just wanted to give an update that I am still alive and doing pretty well :) I miss you all! I'm trying to get internet back, but the bills never stop so who knows when I'll be back on cruisin the web... Anyway, take care everyone! All my luv to my friends here on DA!!! :hug: